TOMBSTONE BOYS, GRAVEYARD GIRLS 2003
Song List
Before I’m Dead
Blues 4 Lenny
It’s Hard
Great Big Lie
Revolution
Tombstone Boys, Graveyard Girls
Walking Back To Tupelo
Standing In The Rain
South To Alabam
Maria
Racine
Credits
Tombstone Boys, Grave Yard Girls
Album Credits and Info
Before I’m Dead 3:13
Blues For Lenny 2:56
It’s Hard 6:02
Great Big Lie 4:17
Revolution 5:48
Tombstone Boys, Graveyard Girls 4:54
Walking Back To Tupelo 4:16
Standing In The Rain 3:48
South To Alabam 3:58
Maria 3:44
Racine 5:24
Details:
Before I’m Dead
Tom Ovans – Vocal, acoustic & electric guitar
Robert McEntee – Electric guitar
Mark Andes – Bass
Mark Hallman – Drums, maracas, backing vocal
Lou Ann Bardash – Backing vocal
Blues 4 Lenny
Tom Ovans – Vocal, acoustic and electric guitar
Robert McEntee – Electric guitar, piano
Mark Andes - Bass
Mark Hallman – Maracas, bongos
Lou Ann Bardash – Vocal
It’s Hard
Tom Ovans – Vocal, acoustic & electric guitar
Robert McEntee – Electric guitar
Bass – Mark Andes
Mark Hallman – Drums
Lou Ann Bardash – Backing vocal
Great Big Lie
Tom Ovans – Vocal, acoustic & electric guitar, mandolin
Robert McEntee – Electric guitar, backing vocal
Mark Andes – Bass
Mark Hallman – Drums, tambourine, B3
Lou Ann Bardash – Backing vocal
Revolution
Tom Ovans – Vocal, acoustic & electric guitar, harmonica
Robert McEntee – Electric guitar
Mark Andes – Bass
Mark Hallman – Drums, bongos, maracas, backing vocal
Lou Ann Bardash – Backing vocal
Tombstone Boys, Graveyard Girls
Tom Ovans – Vocal, acoustic & electric guitar, harmonica
Robert McEntee – Electric guitar
Mark Andes – Bass
Mark Hallman – Drums, tambourine
Walking Back to Tupelo
Tom Ovans – Vocal, acoustic & electric guitar
Robert McEntee – Electric Guitar
Mark Andes – Bass
Mark Hallman – Tambo drums, B3
Standing In The Rain
Tom Ovans – Vocal, acoustic & electric guitar, harmonica
Robert McEntee – Electric guitar
Mark Andes – Bass
Mark Hallman – Tambo drums
South To Alabam
Tom Ovans – Vocal, acoustic & electric guitar, harmonica
Robert McEntee – Electric guitar
Mark Andes – Bass
Mark Hallman – Drums
Maria
Tom Ovans – Vocal, acoustic guitar, harmonica
Robert McEntee – Electric Guitar
Mark Andes – Bass
Mark Hallman – Bongos, accordion
Racine
Tom Ovans – Vocal, acoustic & electric guitar, harmonica
Robert McEntee – Electric guitar
Mark Andes – Bass
Mark Hallman – Percussion, tambourine
Produced by Tom Ovans & Mark Hallman
Executive Producer: Lou Ann Bardash
Recorded at The Congress House
Engineers – Mark Hallman, Ned Stewart
Assistant Engineer – Jean LeJeune
Mixed & Mastered by Mark Hallman
R.I.P. Henry and Llittle Walter
Words & Music by Tom Ovans © & Ⓟ 2003 (BMI)
Lyrics
Before I’m Dead
Packaging the heat, flashing the flash
Nothing is real nothing going to last
Even the winners are looking pretty grim
I tell you brother it’s you or him
I’ve been at rest I’ve been at work
I’ve torn my pants and I’ve ripped my shirt
I’ve seen enough to know the score
I’ve seen enough to know there’s more
Too many people over here
Too many people over there
Too many people I hear the news
Too many people like me and you
I’m going to take me a ride somewhere
Where the stars shine and the night is clear
Unload my trunk empty out my head
And try to remember before I’m dead
Blues 4 Lenny
I picked up the pieces
I hitched a ride
Watch the taillights disappear
Into the swollen mystic night
I tuned my guitar
To the lightening to the thunder
I pitched my voice
To the depths where men plunder
I cast my eyes upon the wilderness
Generations grew up around me
I let my thoughts prey
Imagination all most found me
Think not of you or me
Said the space within a space
But remember the rolling herds
The tears upon Geronimo’s face
I watched a truck and then another truck
Like a midnight blue shot of heroin
Roll like craps like dice
Crash on through the horizon
So what now my love?
Where does this insanity end?
I grab my clothes, my bags
I kick the doors of pity open
Let the city in let the city scream
Trains going uptown trains going downtown
I got to see the man now
Before I start to drown
What’s left is already gone
I know you would help me if you could
But now on this corner alone
I see others stand where I once stood
So this is it, this is how it ends
It was just the times nobody could see
Used cars, smiles, show biz
It all got the best of me
Well you can just tell ole Lenny
It all came down to this
I was just another cowboy
Blown away by a kiss
It’s Hard
Dreary mornings, tombstone heads
Water falls on frustrations bed
Dimes and nickels, vigilantes
Deepest well at times prove empty
I know
It’s hard
Kid I know
It’s hard
Honey I know
It’s hard
But tell me what isn’t
Curbstone coffins and social balls
Rubies and diamonds, smiles and all
Famous tease, cameras flash
Boneheads pray for this life to last
I know
It’s hard
Kid I know
It’s hard
Honey I know
It’s hard
But tell me what isn’t
I come across a bridge to meet a lover, I stopped half way, I waited until the sun went down, until the stars became familiar, then I watched the sun rise again above old peeling houses surrounded by ancient maple trees, day after day, week after week, until now years have passed and still I stand looking out at the abandoned railroad tracks, muddy waters of a river gone bad, new storefronts singing hymns written by cynics in LA and Nashville, angry men screaming obscenities in traffic, a twelve year old giving her parents the finger behind their backs, cats ripping apart plastic trash bags, and old man sitting alone on the steps of a local union hall…
Laws and justice divided they stand
You see blood dripping in the sand
Follow the money back to the root
You see the horror you see the truth
I know
It’s hard
Kid I know
It’s hard
Honey I know
It’s hard
But tell me what isn’t
I’ve seen a thousand saviors go by, a hundred times as many followers raving about some new kind of inner peace, I’ve seen drunks sleeping in cheap hotel beds waiting to die, young kids in the suburbs smashing their Christmas toys, college girls spending daddy’s money on some local loser, I’ve read books seen movies turned my back on capitalism, communism, socialism, fascism, militarism, religion, society, laws, coke commercials, knowledge, wisdom, and freedom and still I stand having sweated inside factories, bang my head against the walls of paradise, driven my car around the parking lots of a Dairy Queen…
So the lines are drawn, doors are closed
Crusaders stalk with a hound dog’s nose
Young girls scream, critics rant
While all the fuckers zip up their pants
I know
It’s hard
Kid I know
It’s hard
Honey I know
It’s hard
But tell me what isn’t
Great Big Lie
Hitchhiking the coast on the Pacific Highway
From San Luis Obispo to San Francisco Bay
Never knew what we were doing just Cisco and me
Singing in some hippie joints trying to make a buck to eat
Hey baby don’t you be so sad
Sometimes the truth is all we have
Hey baby don’t you break down and cry
I know everything is just a great big lie
New York City on a winter’s day
Temperature going down people busy on their way
Walking these streets looking for a warm place to hide
Easy to see Captain it’s so easy to die
Hey baby don’t you be so sad
Sometimes the truth is all we have
Hey baby don’t you break down and cry
I know everything is just a great big lie
Back in the hills of Tennessee
Everybody’s smoking hooch and drinking whiskey
Down through the hollers you can hear the deals go down
Another politician selling out his town
Hey baby don’t you be so sad
Sometimes the truth is all we have
Hey baby don’t you break down and cry
I know everything is just a great big lie
Driving this car down to New Orleans
Through the land of misery through the land of dreams
Gambling boats and churches by the river
Everybody’s praying for sweet Jesus to deliver
Hey baby don’t you be so sad
Sometimes the truth is all we have
Hey baby don’t you break down and cry
I know everything is just a great big lie
Now here we are after all these years
We’ve come so far babe we’ve come so near
Now the hood is up and our truck’s broken down
Looks like we’re stuck honey in another one horse town
Hey baby don’t you be so sad
Sometimes the truth is all we have
Hey baby don’t you break down and cry
I know everything is just a great big lie
Revolution
Gypsy morning
Sunday afternoon
Time without warning
Has gone by too soon
I’m a million miles
From anywhere
I’m a million smiles
From when I use to care
Revolution
I said, I said, I said, I said
Revolution
I said, I said, I said, I said
Oh Sister Mary
Please open up your heart
I’m tired and I’m weary
Been traveling in the dark
For everywhere I go
Everywhere I see
With every bomb that explodes
Man’s inhumanity
Revolution
I said, I said, I said, I said
Revolution
I said, I said, I said, I said
I’m headed north
I’m going home
For my days grow short
I’ve been too long gone
I don’t want to be a man
Who has nothing to say
I don’t want to be a man
Who looked the other way
Revolution
I said, I said, I said, I said
Revolution
I said, I said, I said, I said
Tombstone Boys, Graveyard Girls
Man on the run, man on the bus
Man eating dirt, man eating dust
Too much hail, too much rain
Too many nights on this ghost bound train
Tombstone Boys, Graveyard Girls
So much trouble in this world
My bags are packed I’m on the line
I can’t go back I’m out of time
I’ve heard the prayers, I’ve heard the curse
He died of love she died of hurt
Tombstone Boys, Graveyard Girls
So much trouble in this world
I’ve seen the fires, I’ve heard the roar
Of a million deaths of a million wars
How does it start, where does it end
Deep in the heart of women and men
Tombstone Boys, Graveyard Girls
So much trouble in this world
Now the night is dark it’s her disguise
But the moon shines bright it’s in her eyes
I’m standing poor, I’m at the gate
I believe in love, I believe in fate
Tombstone Boys, Graveyard Girls
So much trouble in this world
Walking Back to Tupelo
Been traveling both night and day
You know I’ve come a long, long way
I’m standing ‘neath these southern skies
Tears of sweat in my eyes
I got no place left to go
I’m walking back to Tupelo
My momma was dance hall queen
From Memphis down to New Orleans
My daddy was a rambling man
Was born with a losing hand
I grew up where those red lights glow
I’m walking back to Tupelo
I learned to play this guitar
Until one day I became a star
It took me all around this world
I made some money had my girls
But now pockets are filled with holes
I’m walking back to Tupelo
So mister don’t you pass me by
You know I sure could use a ride
I know my story’s nothing new
I ain’t the first to sing these blues
I’m just trying to find my soul
I’m walking back to Tupelo
Standing In The Rain
Downtown tonight the bars are crowded
Everybody’s looking for that drinking power
I’m sitting on a stool drunk and stoned
Trying to remember a way back home
Feels like standing in the rain
Standing in the rain
Standing in the rain
In the rain
Everybody wants something they can’t have
I just wanted you and the want was bad
But fate has twisted all around the night
Instead of love I’m just looking for a fight
Feels like standing in the rain
Standing in the rain
Standing in the rain
In the rain
Outside the streets are dark and cold
People passing by with no place to go
In a strangers arms I close my eyes
And let another night slowly die
Feels like standing in the rain
Standing in the rain
Standing in the rain
In the rain
South To Alabam
Going back south to Alabam
Going to see my baby yes I am
She’s going to give me what I need
She’s going to give me a great big feed
Chess pie, cherry pie
She’s the apple of my eye
Been too long away from home
A man gets screwy from being alone
Working hard, traveling far
Too many whiskeys, too many bars
Oh my I need a break
Only so much a boy can take
Been driving a truck for the carnival
Always more towns waiting over the hill
More young girls with their flirting eyes
More young boys trying to be tough guys
I take their money I watch them lose
It’s so easy it just gives me the blues
Momma she died many years ago
I lost my daddy on tobacco road
Billy’s in prison for shooting his boss
‘Sis went to Hollywood and turned up lost
Guess I’m lucky I don’t think too much
Don’t waste my time on things I can’t touch
Meet lots of women along this road
Some say stay and some says go
But I don’t take it personal
We all got troubles we all got ills
Yes sir that’s the way it goes
What folks are thinking ain’t nobody knows
Going back south to Alabam
Going to see my baby yes I am
She’s going to give me what I need
She’s going to give me a great big feed
Chess pie, cherry pie
She’s the apple of my eye
Maria
The moon is shining like a silver star
It shines down on me
But I can’t see I’ve traveled far
I can barely believe
That I’m standing after all these years
Outside your door
Oh Maria, don’t turn away
You know what I’ve come here for
Once there was a rolling river
Once there was a rainbow
Once there stood two young lovers
Who promised never to go
But the times and the winds of change
Blew our dreams apart
Oh Maria, please hear my words
The beating of my heart
I can still see your face that night
As I fought my way through the square
I waited for you until the bells stopped ringing
Until there was no one there
Oh Maria
I know it’s getting late
I don’t have the right
Call it luck baby call it fate
How I found you tonight
What they did to us all those years ago
Could never change what’s true
Oh Maria, dry your eyes
You know I’ll always love you
Racine
It’s no use anymore
To undo all I’ve done before
I’ve tried and I’ve tried so many times, but baby you know
I could just never make up my mind
The hardest way always the easiest to find
No matter what I say no matter what I do, no matter where I go
Now I’m sitting here watching the gloriest sun go down
Another stranger in somebody else’s bosses town
And I got nothing left to say
I’m just letting it all kind of drift away
Memories come hurtling back
Windblown faces on a beaten track
They haunt me they move me like they did so many times before
But so much has gone so much has changed
You’re left with what you are and all that remains
Until you just can’t deny the truth anymore
Now I’m taking a drink in some rock and roll bar
Where the boys are already wasted even the local stars
And you know I understand
I know about those odds they’re up against
Now the night is closing in
Last call on all those things that might have been
As I find myself back out on the street one more time
And I can still see you standing babe
In the shadows beside that bed we made
I can still hear your voice calling to me on down the line
Now I’m staring at the bottom of some old coffee cup
Waiting for a waitress who’s an angel to come and fill it back up
I guess there’s nothing left to do
But just keep on singing these blues
NOTES:
On a weathered Texas afternoon, Tom Ovans slipped into The Congress House Studios in South Austin with fellow musicians Mark Hallman, Robert McEntee, Mark Andes and Lou Ann Bardash to begin work on what would become his new album, "Tombstone Boys, Graveyard Girls".
With no rehearsals, working live and most often going with the first or second take, some great performances were captured over the next two nights. With a minimum of overdubs, the album was completed, mixed and mastered in four more sessions stretching over a two-week period.
Sung in a voice that is both weary and urgent, the album kicks open with "Before I’m Dead," a song about a vague memory of something real. "Packaging the heat, flashing the flash, nothing is real, nothing going to last," quickly summarizes the sublime ridiculousness of our pop culture.
The album closes with "Racine," a day-into-night-into-dawn artist’s tale of hard fought dignity in the face of broken dreams and failed desires. In between, "Blues 4 Lenny," a rambling jazz poem, takes a roller coaster ride through the guts of experience. "It’s Hard," a song that has its seeds in NYC, is an eerie needle-to-the-bone piece that juxtaposes surreal imagery and free-flow prose against a heroin groove, exposing a culture that survives by feeding upon itself.
The following track, "Great Big Lie," is a sprawling, travelling epic through the underbelly of the great American dreamscape that explodes both its myths and truths. In "Revolution", Tom’s harmonica comes in like a Spanish trumpet as it bends around a descending guitar line, announcing a song about conscience and destiny that couldn’t be more poignant for these times.
The title song, "Tombstone Boys, Graveyard Girls," is a track that has the spook written all over it, a gothic midnight ramble in pursuit of beauty through a troubled world that reaches deep into the soul of the poet. "Walking Back To Tupelo," with its swelling B3, foreboding guitar riff, and tribal voodoo feel, is, on the surface, a pilgrimage of salvation back to the rambling, gambling spirit and soul of the blues. "Standing In The Rain", with its simmering guitar driven beat, takes you down those lonely streets of late-night bars, desperate lovers and one-night stands.
Down in a deep southern groove, "South To Alabam," is the tale of a carnie looking to get back home to his girl. His straight ahead, yet somehow profound road weary insights of people and the world at hand are in sharp contrast to the endless babble and neuroses that seems to plague most of modern society. From his time in Texas, you can hear the dusty winds of Mexico starting to blow through Tom’s blood in songs such as "Maria," a deeply romantic, tender song of lovers torn apart by forces beyond control.
"Tombstone Boys, Graveyard Girls," is Tom Ovans’ ninth album and third for Floating World records. His strongest and most thought-provoking work to date, the album has a tenacious grip on the good and the bad of the world and a poet’s view of its beauty and destruction. Musically the album finds an artist working on instinct and digging deep into the soul of each song. The album is filled with performances that are at once immediate and timeless.
While still in his teens, itinerant musician Tom Ovans left his home just outside of Boston. He has since travelled and lived in various cities throughout the states including stints in New York City and Nashville, Tennessee. Besides playing music, to survive he has worked at various jobs: factories, warehouses, construction, painting, roofing, woodworking, etc. A self-taught musician, Ovans has managed to make nine albums over the years defining not only his art, but also the times he has lived through. He currently lives in Austin, TX.