Song List
Killing Me
James Dean Coming Over Te Hill
1945
* Here She Comes
The Folksinger
Rita, Memphis & The Blues
Exile
Better Off Alone
Real Television
Pray For Me
In The Rain
Drowning Man
Credits
Tom Ovans - Vocals, guitars, harmonica, mandolin, percussion
Robb Earls - Bass on "Killing Me", "Better Off Alone"; electric guitar on "The Folksinger"
Bob Kommersmith - Bass on "Here She Comes" and "The Folksinger"
Alan Lowrey - Drums on "Here She Comes", Bongos on "Better Off Alone"
Lou Ann Bardash - Vocal on "Killing Me"
Directed by Tom Ovans
Executive Producer: Lou Ann Bardash
Recorded at Barking Dog
Engineered by Kid Fader
Mixed at Sound Vortex
Engineered by Robb Earls
Artwork and design by Joe Montgomery
Photography: Lou Ann Bardash, Kid Flash
Words & Music by Tom Ovans © & Ⓟ 1997 (BMI)
*Words & Music by Tom Ovans © & Ⓟ 1986 (BMI)
Lyrics
Killing Me
Train whistle blowing over the hill
Sun going down but the day is still
Walk that line, dig that ditch
Do everything to keep the rich man rich
Gabriel, Gabriel blow your horn
I ain’t alive I ain’t even been born
Jesus, Jesus where you be
In the name of Christ you’re killing me
I ain’t a kid you know I’ve been around
I’ve seen lots of good men cut down
I’ve been soaked in oil, I’ve been washed in blood
I’ve been through the fires, I’ve been through the floods
Gabriel, Gabriel blow your horn
I ain’t alive I ain’t even been born
Jesus, Jesus where you be
In the name of Christ you’re killing me
Well I’m going south, I’m going deep
I’m going where nobody sleeps
I’ll pop these pills, I’ll take a drink
I don’t care what nobody thinks
Gabriel, Gabriel blow your horn
I ain’t alive I ain’t even been born
Jesus, Jesus where you be
In the name of Christ you’re killing me
James Dean Coming Over The Hill
The sky is blue the sky is black
John Train he ain’t ever coming back
Papa was a rolling stone
Now he ain’t nothing but a coughing bag of bones
Hang around this old town
They’ll build you up just to cut you back down
Going down to New Orleans
Gonna make a deal gonna get myself clean
Hey babe got my eye on you
A rambling girl knows all about these blues
Jesus saves Jesus kills
James Dean coming over the hill
1945
The changing of the guard brought only grief
There was no place to run there was no relief
We only did what we had to
Saw you in the station hair full of rain
I was just a soldier in between trains
I guess there was something about you
In a run down bar we had a few drinks
In a room down the hall we crossed the brink
And I never felt like that before
But the morning came like the days ahead
As the war raged on and we buried the dead
And nothing was ever the same no more
Now many years have gone I’m just an old man
Living in an age I don’t understand
Everything seems to be about greed and fame
But sometimes at night when the city’s asleep
I sit by the window and let my memories weep
And realize I never knew her name
* Here She Comes
You know I’ve been cheated so misused
You know I’ve been left for dead all along this avenue
Well you know it don’t matter no not at all
Cause I, I just heard my baby call
Here she comes
Here she comes
Here she comes
My Baby for me
You know all over this town doors slam in my face
Cause I don’t play the game, don’t worship their race
But you know that shit don’t matter no not at all
Cause I, I just heard my baby call
Here she comes
Here she comes
Here she comes
My baby for me
Well you know they say there’s a darkness that’s coming across this land
You know they say the end is near and a new day is at hand
Well you know I can’t be thinking about that stuff no not right now at all
Cause I, I just heard my baby call
Here she comes
Here she comes
Here she comes
My baby for me
Lord have mercy
For my baby and me
The Folksinger
Now what did I say you know I’ve lost track of it all
I was just some kind of gypsy headed for a fall
And when the rains came down you know I fought real hard
Now my days are numbered there’s been a changing of the guard
I was bound for glory as I rambled and roamed
Said goodbye to my Ma, turned my back on my home
And I sang out my songs on the streets of Babylon
And I watched one by one ‘til all my friends were gone
Now I’m standing here got no place to go
And the wind’s blowing hard and the night’s turning cold
And as I look around I feel like some old dinosaur
I guess you are what you are then you are no more
So baby before you hang up the phone
Remember me sometime when you’re all alone
For I’ll be out there somewhere still playing this guitar
Maybe in a foreign country or drunk in some bar
Rita, Memphis & The Blues
Hanging on the corner working for the man
Running these numbers, pushing cocaine
Going up to Memphis to sing me some blues
Oh pretty baby I’m tired of being used
Rita, where you been so long
Rita, where you been so long
Down by that river in the middle of the night
Tumbled them dice right into a fight
When the smoked cleared man I’m telling you the truth
You pull a gun on someone you just better shoot
Rita, where you been so long
Rita, where you been so long
Shackles on my feet, hounds on my trail
Made it all the way from that county jail
Then I took a wrong turn in the wrong part of town
Now I’m coughing blood up man I’m going down
Rita, where you been so long
Rita, where you been so long
Well listen up friend don’t say another word
You ain’t seen me why you ain’t even heard
Go tell my mother, my poor sister too
I’m still up in Memphis, still singing them blues
Rita, where you been so long
Rita, where you been so long
Exile
Standing on this highway, standing on this road
I’m standing where nobody ever goes
I can hear the thunder, I can hear the rain
I can hear the wind crying and the pain
Baby I’m calling you not because I still care
I just had to know you’re still there
Honey ain’t it scary, honey ain’t it strange
How things get started how people change
Man of love, man of hate
I just don’t know how much more of this I can take
Well here we go again blame the rich, blame the poor
Seems like I’ve seen this movie before
Now honey don’t say it, don’t break this spell
I just had to talk can’t you tell
And I’ll be alright, I’ll be okay
You know I was just leaving anyway
Better Off Alone
Clock strikes five the watch says ten
Phone is ringing but there’s nobody in
Oh babe better off alone
Went to the corner to get some beer
Didn’t see you or nobody there
Oh babe better off alone
Well the word is out up and down the street
Summer’s coming he’s bringing the heat
My throat is dry my thirst is gone
I’m walking on water but I’m sinking like a stone
Got me book, got me a gun
Got me a race I don’t have to run
Oh babe better off alone
Well I had me a friend from a long time ago
What happened to him I still don’t know
Gonna take me a trip down across the track
If I bet myself lucky I ain’t coming back
Looking out the window waiting on the change
Watching the kids all selling cocaine
Oh babe better off alone
Real Television
Photograph your brain boy carry it like a passport
So when you become disconnected you’ll have some paper support
Turn around fast girl before they turn the switch off
Before the buttons are pushed before the hype begins to stop
Last night I had a dream babe last night I had a vision
There was a blackout down below and I saw some real television
I got a heartache in my ankle I got bitten by a snake
Poison on my fingertips and a fever I can’t shake
Well here comes another future another virtual blast
Dancing girls and flapping lips some more icons falling fast
Last night I had a dream babe last night I had a vision
I could hear the walls whispering and I saw some real television
Cars and trucks crashing through the gates
Everybody wants to save us by stealing all they can take
Hate crimes on the airways human cargo on the road
Sons and daughters all waiting for that latest basket case to explode
There was garbage in the alley broken bottles everywhere
I’d seen blood in her eyes man barbed wire in her hair
Ambulances were screaming as we stood there in a trance
Then the cameras zoomed in and the truth never had a chance
Last night I had a dream babe last night I had a vision
I could smell the bodies burning and I saw some real television
No use having opinions no use having a thought
The saviors have all been slaughtered all your heroes have all been bought
You can’t trust nobody you can’t even trust yourself
For when trouble comes you know you’re gonna be blaming someone else
I was stranded on the highway a thousand miles below
I’d seen the death of the hustler and the auctioning of his soul
I ran up to the hill stood beneath the acid sky
Then I heard his voice and the last words he cried
Last night I had a dream babe last night I had a vision
I could feel the earth shaking and I saw some real television
Pray For Me
Pray for me my darling one
Pray for me my darling one
You know I’m out here I’m on the run
Got me a bottle, got me some smoke
Got me a bottle, got me some smoke
Gonna take me a drink, gonna take me a toke
They say I killed him in the first degree
They say I killed him in the first degree
Well if you call that murder then I guess I’m guilty
Couldn’t take no more what he done to you
Couldn’t take no more what he done to you
I only did what any man would do
So pray for me my own true love
Pray for me my own true love
Cause you know it’ll be you I’ll be thinking of
In The Rain
It was long ago and far away another place, another day
When dreams were easy and love was just a state of mind
She was young she was pretty looked like a girl from the city
But he was tough and afraid of wasting time
So he ran away and he hid out on the road
Left her heart burning at the stake
But he’s driving back tonight got to see if she’s alright
He’s wondering if it’s not too late
He grew up in a little town Friday nights drinking friends down
Gambling money waking up alone
He met her in a little bar, sweetest thing he ever saw
Took her out ‘til one night he took her home
But she made him promise that he would never leave
Never break her heart in two
But he’d never been here before, soon ran out of words to say
He did the worst thing a man could do
Find a man with lots of luck never trust one who smiles too much
Mamma always use to say to her
So out she went like a little girl with her head full of curls
Looked at love as a friend never saw the danger
And down the stairs she fell her body choked with pain
By a memory that she could not erase
Time and love they’ll work as foes until one finally knows
And gets used to it’s bitter taste
He finally reaches the door knocks twice and then once more
Standing there shivering in the cold
She opens up he sees a face but he can’t find a trace
She looks like somebody he don’t know
And she tells him he must leave for she wants to sleep
And that he’s not the right man for her
He falls back into the night races away out of sight
With a feeling that’s just too much to bear
She turns out the light not so sure what she did was right
Once she would’ve cried but now she just stares
Into the maze of the dark listens to her pounding heart
And tells herself she doesn’t have to care
And the city lights can be so cruel and couples seem unreal
Especially when you got no one who waits
Pours himself another shot from an old bottle of scotch
A drink he never thought he’d have to take
And I myself and all my travels, all the clues that have unraveled
Have come to see and know more and more
But one thing that remains unclear a question that I always hear
Without love what are we living for
Do you try to convince yourself in all the things you don’t believe
Or do you just become drunk from the pain
Standing there like a stone captured into a life alone
Just another teardrop in the rain
Drowning Man
Somebody better tell me
Before I go insane
They say there’s a darkness coming
They say it’s going to rain
They say it’s going to rain dear
They say it’s going to rain
You see I met this stranger
Out on the lonesome road
He said this world was doomed
And I better save my soul
I better save my soul dear
I better save my soul
So I went to the river
And I threw myself in
Only to discover
That I could not swim
No I could not swim dear
No I could not swim
So now I stand before y’all
I hope you understand
I don’t mean no trouble
I’m just a drowning man
I’m just a drowning man dear
I’m just a drowning man